[07-05-25, Fri, Cloudy] Suzhou, Crisine - Pâte, Party, CS Bar

Worked half day in suzhou with Qiong. After breakup, we seem to be even closer than before, like a friend indeed, which is a friend in need. House repainting and decoration plans done at the help of Qiong, even visited some oil painting shops in Suzhou. Really appreciate his help, or it will be so hard for me, as i am sooooo weak at some basic knowledge of life, like a spoiled princess by my parents.
Anyway, i will start to learn to live properly and more responsibly as an adult.

Met a girl from Zurich on the train back to shanghai, she is an architect as many of my friends in Europe. Nice talk to kill the distance and to practice my oral french as i don't have a seat on the train.

French Crisine class, today's theme: Pâte. Introduction of Olive Oil and Spaghatti. Cooked some spaghetti at class, finally learnt the right way to cook spaghatti. Anyway, western food are not too complex, just pay attention to the timing, like 12 mins boiling for farfalle ( butterfly shaped Spaghatti).

Back to office studying French alone, which makes my heart stronger. But finally cannot resist the temptation of a party at Olivier's home, maybe more the temptation of him. Anyway it is always a pleasure to meet some old friends like my "brother" Fodelo, Weiwei, Ian etc.. My x-romances were gone when i arrived, which was a quite nice occasion. I really don't care anymore about his or my x-stories, but there must be something wrong between us. Afterwards CS bar, which makes my heart drowning. I feel bad, feel a total mess in my emotion, something is going on the opposite way as i wanted. As usual, i escape as a scared rabbit, before being caught or killed...